daily rambling. = ) *
01.04.05 @ 7:32 pm

well, for some reason i'm not in the mood to talk about my day. it wasn't a bad day - you'd know that from my entry. it wasn't incredibly exciting either. i guess it was good - i can't even tell, ha. i just guess i don't need to bore you with useless information like usual, though i do love doing it. haha. i dunno what's wrong with me. ha. i'm just not feeling my old, perky self right now.

i think i'm just tired. make that exhausted.

so it's like 7:30 and i feel like falling asleep and never waking up. damn. so the rest of this entry will just be totally be random junk i'm feeling at the moment. and i'll probably look back at it and laugh. ha, actually, that's a good reason to do it this way - so i laugh. okay, so here are my ramblings.

boys are confusing.

actually, boys aren't confusing. i can figure them out pretty well. it's just the ones that i like that are confusing to me.

erin thinks i should be a person who analyzes girls' situations with boys and tell them what's going on. because i'm good at that. (ha, i agree). so ya got boy problems? i think i can help you out.

i don't want to get hurt. again.

i love matthew edward balko with all my heart. he is one of my dearest friends.

i don't know where i'd be without angela kresic.

hempfield rules. fr sucks. i wish i could transfer.

i really want to be in a relationship. i think it would be good for me.

i'm happy for erin. congrats. = D

you never stop loving someone. you just learn to live without them.

musical rehearsals i think are going to be fun, especially with nicole there.

i really like *him* and i might see *him* this weekend.

i miss you. the old you. come back. i think i need you.

live while you can. don't you feel your dreams are right in the palm of your hand? yea. i do.

i'm so lucky that i've had the same best friend my whole life. i mean, how many times does that truly happen?

i'll give you my heart with no problem at all. but promise you will try not to break it. i just got it fixed.

i don't hate people. i hate what people do.

you can have the best of me. <33

i absolutely hate how people change. if i didn't like you how you were, why would i have liked you in the first place? (damn, i just made that up now... and i really like it!)

i feel like my life couldn't get any worse. but, i don't think it could get any better.

tell a girl if you love her. wait, no, tell a girl's best friend if you love her. and then you can't get as hurt. who knows? - she might love you back.

i wish i felt as confident as i sometimes look.

i wish people could read my thoughts. they'd get so lost and so confused. i hate how people think that i'm always happy. i'm not. i'm human. and more senisitive than most.

bite me, bitch.

i hate it when people say that they want to be friends with you and then make no effort at all. do i really want a friend like that?

all i have to give is my love - i hope that's enough.

the trouble with love is, it doesn't care how fast you fall.

now that i think about it, i suppose i was in great love. it changed me, but i don't think in a negative way. i was never that hurt before. and now i know what it's like to have your heart broken. so i can feel for my friends when it happens to them. like they say, the first heartbreak is the worst. i agree. but, maybe, in a way, it's also the best.

love's stupid. but where would we be without it?

i wish i could just not feel anymore. how *easy* would life be?

i'm worried about you. but i'm always here. remember that. <33

xEnociDE0o91: i just like to have fun, dude. relationships and their drama are really boring and retarded.
^^ never thought of it that way. thanks anthony.

smooches,
katlin

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